The Attack of My Heart by Dr. Sandra Scott Wright
As the days passed bill collectors began to call. Our rent was behind, all the bills were behind. My husband called and said he wanted a divorce. I was unemployed….The pain began to settle in, the loneliness and most intense was the hate…yes hate that a Man of God, a preacher, could do me so wrong. Hate that my obedience to God in marrying this man lead me to this…perhaps even hate towards a God that would allow this to happen to me….
Then…I remembered I was under attack. The Portal of my heart was open for every evil spirit to come in. The pain had opened the portal of my heart. Bitterness, hate, resentment, and every emotion you could possibly feel began to flood in…
I began to search the scripture to find some semblance of sanity in all I was going through. This was not supposed to happen to me. I had not gone out looking for a man, but had waited and trusted God to send one to me. Me, who was a minister encouraging women nationally and internationally, this could not happen to me! Where was God, where was justice, where was healing…they had all seemed to flee, I was hurting, feeling an excruciating pain.
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